Sunday, October 28, 2007

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Oh wow....

Sarah- Oh no! I forgot my pompoms to flag people down to come buy our cookies!
Mom-That's ok we have balloons instead.
Sarah- The Inflatable kind?


I swear i meant helium....honestly....

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OK this one is just sad...
We just recently bought a new Jeep liberty, its pretty cool and has a lot of buttons (he he). Well one day me and my mom were driving around when all of a sudden the song changed, but no one had touched the stereo, I was like mom the song just changed on its own. But she said it was just me and that i was loosing my mind. So i left it at that.
Over the course of a few weeks, every once and a while the song would change or the volume would go up or down, but it seemed that i was the only one who would hear it. I usually kept my mouth shut thinking that i might really be loosing my mind, but when i did say something, my mom or dad would just look at me like i was on crack.
One day Naomi, Jen , and i were in the back seat and my parents were in the front, when all of a sudden the song changed, i was like "did you see that? the song just changed" and for the first time my dad was like yeah it did. Then it did it again and again! I was like finally i know I'm not crazy! Suddenly everyone burst out laughing, and my daddy explained to me that there were buttons on the back of the steering Wheel! Man did i feel stupid.
The worst part is is that my mom had tried that on Jen and Naomi as well but they both asked right away if there were buttons on the steering wheel..... wow ain't i just the smart one.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Confused

I love how on the computer, you can just go back and delete what you just wrote a few moments ago and start fresh on a new page. I wish we could do that in real life... the moment you say something rude or ignorant or stupid or hurtful you can say "Oops just wait let me rewrite that last thing!" and no one would ever know you had said it!
I wish when you did something stupid or hurtful you could go back to that exact scene, click on the eraser button on paint and start scribbling it out of your memory! And then, NO ONE ELSE WOULD REMEMBER EITHER!
I know you can do this with God, He can completely erase your mistakes, your sins, and He will forgive you and say that its in the past and its all fixed between you and me! But then what if you cant forgive yourself? And even IF you secede in that what if your friends wont forgive you? hhm? what happens when a year later they are still talking about you behind your back, but around people they know will tell you they said it! What if that person you want desperately to be friends with once again? And they refuse to be because they hate you still A FULL FREAKING YEAR LATER for what you did to them?
What if that mistake was partially their fault too? And then you made a promise with them that you would never even do anything close to that for a very very long time? And then a few months later they go and they do that exact thing? and again? again? and AGAIN?!? what if all those agains, they did with different people? the majority being your friends?
How would that make you feel? Used? Betrayed?.... How about abandoned? or completely lost on what to do next?
I'm sorry for being so general, but right now, I'm way to mad and some people to even mention their names.......

Monday, October 22, 2007

hey..
So I have finaly broken down and decided to give the blogging thing a try. So far I am not exactly sure what you are supposed to write in a blog but lets give it a try....
Right now my life is pretty normal (well for me anyway :P) School is pretty much one of my highest prioritys so homework is taking up alot of my time. Once again this year I am continuing with girl guides, I am finaly old enough to be a Senior Branch (its the last step besides leaders lol) Hmmm.. I am still working at hamels catering (why???) in order to save up for my vacation to Finnland next summer. youth groop is also one of my top prioritys and I look foreward to going everyweek because not only is it a great time to spend with my friends but also to learn a lil more about God.
Well, lets hope i can keep this up to date ttyl <3
Sarak xxoo